holy f*ck. this book will probably be the death of me. i wanted to cry and laugh and smile and the same time and i wanted to scream at the top of my lungs.

you know those books where its really boring in the beginning and shit weLL ITS NOT LIKE THAT I GOT KINDA SAD WHEN DAY MENTIONS HE HAS KEPT IN CONTACT WITH JUNE IN ALMOST A YEAR (????) BUT LIKE WHEN HES AT THE CLUB AND HE THINKS OF THE GIRL AS JUNE I DID THAT THING WERE YOU LOOK UP TO THE SKY AND SAY WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. THERES SO MUCH GOING ON IN THE BEGINNING AND ITS SO EXCITED LIKE I COULD PUNCH SOMEONE IN THE FACE AND JUMP OFF A BUILDING WHILE READING THIS BOOK YEAH 

THE MIDDLE WAS PHENOMENAL LIKE SO MUCH WAS GOING ON BUT YOU COULD STILL KEEP TRACK OF IT BECAUSE MARIE LU IS AN AMAZING AUTHOR. SHE CAPTURED JUNE AND DAY’S EMOTIONS PERFECTLY THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE BOOK AND I LOVED EVERY PAGE OF IT ((well you know except the part when commander f*cking jameson shOT DAY???))

oh god the enDING. WHEN DAY GOT SHOT AND IT TURNED TO HIS POINT OF VIEW, I REALLY THOUGHT MARIE LU WAS PULLING AN ALLEGIANT. BUT DAY DIDNT DIE THANK GOD AND THEN I GOT SO SAD WHEN JUNE SAID SHE WAITED FIVE MONTHS JUST SO DAY COULD FORGET HER. I GOT MAD FOR JUNE “LETTING DAY GO” BUT THATS PROBABLY ME BEING SELFISH. AND THEN THE F*CKIGN DO YOU KNOW ME? AND THEN THE SHOULD I? THAT LITERALLY BROKE MY HEART ANDUGHHGJAL

I KNOW IT HAD TO BE IN JUNE’S POINT OF VIEW FOR THE EPILOGUE SINCE WE KIND OF HAD TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER OVER THE YEARS, BUT I REALLYREALLYREALLY WAS HOPING FOR DAY’S POV IN THE ENDING??? LIKE IF MARIE LU COULD WRITE AN ALTERNATE ENDING THAT WOULD BE THE BEST THING EVER BECAUSE I REALLYREALLYREALLY WANTED TO KNOW WHAT EDEN THOUGHT OF WHEN HE SAW JUNE AND WHAT EDEN DID TO DAY WHEN HE SAW HER (I KNOW HE SMILED AT HER AND LOOKED AT DAY BUT I HAVE A FEELING EDEN KIND OF CONVINCED DAY SAYING THAT SHE LOOKS FAMILIAR AND STUFF IDK) AND I WANTED TO KNOW IF DAY ACTUALLY REMEMBERS TINY PARTS OF THEM TOGETHER OF HE FINALLY REMEMBERS EVERYTHING?? IDK I WAS JUST REALLY HOPING FOR THAT

BUT OVERALL, THAT BOOK IS AMAZING ANY BOOK WRITTEN BY MARIE LU IS A BOOK THAT ID LIKE TO READ. SHE GRASPED EVERY DETAIL PERFECTLY AND THE WAY THE WROTE THE SERIES IS REMARKABLE. DEFINTELY A 11/10 AND I ALREADY RECOMMENDED IT TO A BUNCH OF MY FRIENDS LIKE??

IDK IT JUST MADE ME REALLY EMOTIONAL AND REALLY HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME AND I LOVED THE SERIES AND I LOVE JUNE AND DAY AND I LOVED ANDEN AND TESS AND EDEN AND PASCAO AND I LOVE MARIE LU AND I LOVE YOU ((commander jameson can go f*ck herself)